Today

Hey there world,



It's me again.


Had a good, but weird night at work. Okay I have been at this new job thing for two months.. Let me just say not a fan of it. I love the work that I am doing, but I am very funny person and all of my coworkers are very negative, never crack jokes, everything is "well Shit." Yes, I might have worked in the hospital for 11 years but I was not the nurse. I don't know all of the little things that going into my job and I can learn if you just tell me and going over it the first week on the job with a hypothetical situation does not work for me. I feel so dissatisfied right now. I thought that it would get better. I know that I hate change. But I didn't think that the transition would be so frustrating. I have found myself becoming very short tempered with my preceptor and I don't like to be like that.

I just don't know what to do to make it better. I really would like to stay, but I just don't know.

Well thanks again for letting me put this out there.

New Job

Hey there world,


I haven't been on in some time. Well I have started a new job. I am a Pediatric nurse and only been on the job about two weeks. I was having a blast up until this past weekend. Where I took care a previous coworkers family member. According to her my assessment skill are sub par. When I asked her specifically what I could improve upon she was unable to give me a definitive answer. I was hurt and worried that I am not doing a good enough job. I want to excel at this and how can I learn if I am not informed on what I can improve on? This life choice of being a nurse, a pediatric one at that is so important. I don't want to be just satisfactory, but I want to do as much as I can to my life for my patient as good as I can.

I have found the transition to this position not difficult, but interesting. I see my friends (family) everyday that I work, but I don't interact with them as I once did. What I mean by this is that I worked with the same people for the past nine years. With that long of time those individuals become part of you and you become part of them. I miss my friends and being able to bounce stuff off of them. I know that I am using this blog as a pissing board sorry about that.

Well thanks for letting me send this out there.

I know that tomorrow will be fresh with no mistakes in it!

D

Good Day

Hey there,

I was just noticing that most of my posts are about frustration. SO here is a good one for you. Had a really good night at work. Got the first four hours off! yeah.... Will still get paid for full time. good.... Only 17 days till the new job starts. Looking forward to the experience. Still not quite what to do with myself now that school is over, but that is okay. Planning a dream vacation I don't know where or when, but I am planning it. The movie Eclipse is almost out and I found a great new author that I love. GOOD READS. Still miss my Harry Potter, but will make do with these books.

Well that is all I have to say about that.

Ta Ta for now

Life

Hey there,

I am just sitting here wondering about where life will take me. My life feels so underwhelming so far. I just finished college after the past 14 year of going to school off and on. I wouldn't say that my career is my love, but I enjoy what I do most days. Now that I am done with school I am not for sure what to do with myself. I am single and fancy free, but free to do what. I understand that life is hard and you must work at it to make it a happy one. Just throwing this out there and wanting to look into that crystal ball and see what is ahead, because trust me I would never have expected what has happen in life up to this point. Bring on the real world I am ready.


Thanks for listening and talk again soon.

D.

Okay, I am going to rant again. I pick up to work extra today because I needed the money. I have gotten calls for the last two days saying that they needed help really bad for this weekend. So me thinking that I could use the extra money and help out the hospital so I did. Then I get there tonight and they say that I am on mandatory ALC. So I went home. This is why so many people don't pick up because it does not help us out to help them out.

Thanks for listening.

A little big girl rant.

Okay, this is my issue and a little tip for clothing designers.

Just because we might be fat girls does not indicate that we do not have style. I should not have to pay outrageous prices for clothes that make me look like my mother. (sorry mama) She is in here 70's and I want to send the message of being young, but classy. I look in these stores and I see all of these really cute clothes for average size people and when I hope to find them in the Plus size or they are either not there or to big, to long, or just plain UGLY. I understand that it requires more material, but don't just create a block of cloth and throw a huge flower on it and call it "nice, for a big girl."

Okay thanks for that I have wanted to get that off of my chest for awhile now.

Thanks again and good night.

Dear readers,

I have not been on here in a about a month. I have been very busy. I graduated from college. Studying to take my state board certification, and start a new job.

Well what to say. I have been going to school for the past 13 years off and on. I am not for sure what to do with my life now. I would love to travel, but not alone. I would love to have children, but not alone. So my new mission is...... Well I don't know. If you have any suggestions let me know.


Just throwing this out there into the great unknown.

Hello