Today

Hey there world,



It's me again.


Had a good, but weird night at work. Okay I have been at this new job thing for two months.. Let me just say not a fan of it. I love the work that I am doing, but I am very funny person and all of my coworkers are very negative, never crack jokes, everything is "well Shit." Yes, I might have worked in the hospital for 11 years but I was not the nurse. I don't know all of the little things that going into my job and I can learn if you just tell me and going over it the first week on the job with a hypothetical situation does not work for me. I feel so dissatisfied right now. I thought that it would get better. I know that I hate change. But I didn't think that the transition would be so frustrating. I have found myself becoming very short tempered with my preceptor and I don't like to be like that.

I just don't know what to do to make it better. I really would like to stay, but I just don't know.

Well thanks again for letting me put this out there.